February 2012
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Today my body
AM
did :45 on :15 off x 17 on the water in the lwt 4. Lowest piece 1:45
PM
WAS A LAUNCH PUPPY!!!!! FIRST TIME EVERRR!!!! =D
(2/23/2012)
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Speech on self esteem.
So on Saturday I am supposed to give a speech to high school aged girls about self esteem. I have an idea how this speech is going to go, but I would LOVE and REALLY APPRECIATE some suggestions? Anything really <3 respond or message me any ideas?
Broken pieces of a barely breathing story.
Please, please I don’t want to do anything I will regret, but this guilt, this self hate, it’s too much.
I just can’t get past the fact that my parents just don’t care or even remember what happened with my brother.
It could all go away, it would just disappear if I did too.
Anonymous asked: are you a buddhist? :o
That trigger
That freakin trigger. Trigger trigger.
Ugh, why did you have to say that?
Cleaned out the dash
Out with the negative and anything that could trigger me.
In the past 3 days my body:
Monday: 2x2000
Tuesday: 4x1000 and weights; in the afternoon we worked on SR (18, 20, 22, 24, 26, 28, 30, 32: 2 minutes each)x2
Wednesday: 10 min jog, 5 min light stairs, 10 min abs; 60 min power yoga
Ew I never want to get behind in this again!!
(2/20-22/2012)
Lent: Day 1/40
Didn’t binge, purge, or restrict. I even did something that’s typically a “no-no” I ate a sandwich about an hour ago. Eating that late is typically not something I’m comfortable with, but I was just HUNGRY! And I still had like 500 cals left in MFP so I figured it couldn’t hurt. I feel empowered and happy.
My Lenten promise is to not make up excuses for myself...
I'm done.
I’m done living like this. I’m sick of it. I’m tired of it.
Tomorrow I’m just going to fucking DO it already. I’m going to eat healthy.
Lent. I’m giving up making excuses for my eating disorder.
No but for real
Getting through the day is getting harder every time I have to do it. It’s been so sudden this time. This onslaught of depression. And I don’t know how to get out
Sometimes I think natural selection is not out dated. People like me, people who break so easily under this stress, weren’t meant to live.
So there are a bunch of high schoolers on campus on rowing teams and prospective students as well…
Anyway I’m sitting eating my lunch all quiet like and these girls pass by and these boys from wherever ask them, “So are there any parties tonight?”
...
“She was beautiful, but she was beautiful in the way a forest fire was beautiful.”
– Neil Gaiman (via 100mugsofcoffee)
Oh I AM a Libra! Frighteningly so!
Key characteristics and definitions
Libra Keywords: Artistic, fairness, friendly, indecisiveness, assertive, diplomatic, cooperative, sincerity, trustworthy, narcissist, fearful, likeable, kind.
Definitions and Associations
Glyph meaning: (♎)The scales; symbolizes the principle of symmetry and balance.
Quality: Positive- outwardly expressive, extrovert.
Element (triplicity) Air: thought,...
Wherever You Are
Someone just come cuddle me to sleep?
When I admit defeat is when I lose my strength, my...
Anonymous asked: Do you think you are addicted to exercising?
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Today My Body
Did 5 minutes of step ups
Did 5 minutes of wall sits
Did 20 minutes of stairs
Did 10 minutes of an ab circuit
Did 10 minutes of cool down yoga
Did 60 minutes spinning
Did 80 crunch routine
Did 25 pushups
Did 30 minutes power yoga
(2/17/2012)
Watchcounciloftrent:
oh god i miss this
i am literally close to tears
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